Sunday, May 27, 2007

27-5-2007 SUN

Today is grandpa's birthday. So we all celebrate it at his house. I went there earlier to bring the necessaries to the house before i came out to pick her up.

I went to her house and reach grandpa house around 1.40pm. We had lunch there and then played around with those nephews. All are so cute and adorable.(we must also some children to spice up our life.) After that we take a walk to old woodlands interchange there to take 912 back to her house.

Then we took dinner at 888 plaza. She had fishball soup while i ate fishballs noodles. Then we bought a drink and sit downstairs and talk for a while.

After that, I send her back home around 715pm. Then I took bus to interchange before i take 168 back to Tampines. At interchange i saw a handicapped person walking. Out of a sudden I felt very fortunate and happy, (of course not happy for HIS CONDITION) I am fortunate and happy that i had met you. And that u had complete my life.

Today she is feeling down. She is still thinking why these few weeks she is so "unlucky" that she stepped on people's shoes and provoke them somehow or others. Be it in her company or among her friends. She had poured her sorrow on me which i thought is something good as it is better when she speak out of her mind. And it also represent the level of trust she had on me that she confides to me.

I tried to console her, telling her about the cycle of life where people tends to repeat the whole cycle again and again where they keep failing. Actually the way to change is to first: STOP and STEPPED out of the cycle. (the story need to search first )

Dear, i know i am not a very good consoler. So i reckon it might be better for you to ponder and get over it. BUT i want you to know that I will always be by your side.

Seeing cousins' having their lives around their children, i can see they are very happy to have their kids and they are not regret of doing that. New children represent new lives and beginnings. Although bringing up children mean lots of hardwork and money. But seeing those smiles from them, i can see that they were not regret. Kids bought us hopes. Although it might be difficult at times but seeing those kids smile at you and the laughter they bought, all the hard work is worthwhile.

It doesn't take much to be happy. It just depend on how you view it and whether you are willing to give up to exchange for that happiness.

Me(27/5/2007, 1939hrs): Dear, i'm very happy today. Although we didn't really go out to play and just stayed at grandpa's house. But i still feel very happy spiritually. It doesn't needs lots of money or other things to be happy. It just depend on how you view on something and from which angle. And the most important is your feeling at that time and the companions accompanying you. U r the one and only companion I want......

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